update. [period]

today. went to school and i picked up my report card. :/

it was kinda not as good as i know i could have done.

Bio- A :] (i really understood bio this semester)

Survey Lit. - C (it was those essays that killed me)

Spanish - B (i had hard time with not losing my hw worksheets)

Health- C (stupid P/E mixed with health does not mix. i always forgot my uniform on gym days)

World Studies- C (my eh... class)

Algebra 2- B ( i was so glad)

Sci/Hist. Research- F ( i rather not explain. it was my 1st period. that all u have to know)

after school i went to work. there was a private party at Hot Spot so i kinda helped out and then afterwards. Tacos Erendira needed help at the Festival so i helped them from like 6-9

tomorrow i work from 11-10

sunday. imma be working at the carnival with Tacos E. again from like 1-9.

:] SUMMER IS HERE BABY. :/ . feels the same though. w/e

fuck it all.

MY BROTHER GRADUATES TODAY :[ so depressing man.

that means he's growing up. aw. i still remember we used to be little shorties running around the park getting into fights which we still do, but back then we would fight about toys like a freggin barney stuffed animal or a stick of glue, now we fight for money and computer time. x] . Man. Time goes by so fast. Imma cry now. lol. i remember when i graduated. i cried my eyes out that day and no1 wanted to go to my graduation so then ppl made my mom go. x[. AND MY BROTHER. every1 wanted to go. isn't that sad. lol

buh. i am so proud of his fucktarded head. =]. now imma go get ready b/c i wanna eat food when they take him to eat. hehe. i ditched school todai so i could go with them to eat. MWAHAHAHAH!!!!!

MEXICO FUCKIN BEAT IRAN TODAY HOOKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YUH!!!!!!

3-1. their 1st game. oh i pray to god we get way further. I want us to be the winners outta the 4 teams in the group they in. then maybe just maybe we might have a shot at the cup. oh man. fuck brazil. they always win. WE NEED TO WIN THIS YEAR. we can't wait 4 more years. thats to long. lol

VIVA MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Read My Writing

I think I’m broken

I’ve messed up in school

I’ve messed up with friends

I’ve messed up relationships

I’ve messed up at work

I’ve messed up with my mom

I’ve messed up with my siblings

I am messing up my life

Tell me.

How do I fix me?

How can I regain 7 years of agony?

Why can’t I just stop being a failure?

Why am I writing this?

I want to talk

I want to speak

I want to scream

I can’t though

Nobody will listen anymore

I think it’s because I messed up

I think I might as well be a bad person

I think they are right

They told me I was a bad person

I probably am

What if I am broken?

What if I am?

How will I fix myself?

I feel sorry for them

I can not help who I am

I can not change

Why?

Because I’m broken

I think so.

I think I did hurt them

I am sorry for hurting them

Thing is…

I have hurt myself

I think I am hurt

My heart feels unhappy

I think I’m injured.

I think they smashed me.

Expressed By: Maribel G.